A Quiet Christmas Reckoning

Seven Days to Stop Fucking Around With Your Life

Christmas Day has a way of softening us.

The world pauses. The noise dips. The pretending quiets for a moment.

And in that quieter space, truth gets louder.

So let me say this gently and clearly because I’m saying it to myself first:

I refuse to drag a half-ass version of myself into the new year. 🏇

There will be zero numbing, circling, rationalizing, or spiritualizing stagnation.

I’m not interested in knowing better without living better.

This is not a shaming post.

This is not a motivational quote carousel.

This is a total fucking reckoning.

Because here’s the real question no one asks themselves honestly enough:

Where are you absolutely dominating your life?

And more importantly, where are you avoiding yourself?

Not where you used to be strong.

Not where you look competent.

Where are you actually alive, expanded, grounded?

Where are you fully expressed?

And where are things just… not working?

Where does energy stall?

Where does resentment whisper?

Where do you keep saying “soon,” “after,” or “when things settle down”?

Because here’s the uncomfortable truth we all feel but rarely name:

Most of us aren’t afraid of failure.

We’re afraid of what happens when we stop hiding.

We’re afraid of what it would mean to fully show up…

in our bodies,

in our voices,

in our work,

in our relationships,

in our devotion to our own becoming.

So let me ask you the questions I’m asking myself today.

Zero theatrics and no spiritual bullshit:

Where am I powerful and pretending it doesn’t matter?

Where am I exhausted because I keep negotiating with a life I’ve already outgrown? Where am I asking for clarity when what I really need is courage?

Where am I still playing small because it’s familiar, not because it’s true?

This isn’t about becoming someone new.

It’s about removing the parts of your life that are no longer aligned with who you already are.

2026 doesn’t need another version of you that’s:

half-committed chronically overthinking endlessly preparing emotionally available to everything except your own fire 🔥

2026 needs the version of you that has stopped making excuses for her own hesitation.

The version of you who understands this simple truth:

Discipline is not punishment.

Devotion is not restriction.

And power does not ask for permission.

There is a feral, holy, undomesticated intelligence inside you that already knows this.

She is not suited to polite society.

She does not thrive on approval.

She does not wait to be chosen.

She waits for you to choose her.

So for the love of gawd… please choose you!

So today🎄Christmas Day I’m not making resolutions.

I’m making a decision.

For the next seven days, I’m not numbing.

I’m not drifting.

I’m not pretending momentum will magically appear on January 1st.

I’m preparing.

I’m taking inventory.

I’m cutting dead weight.

I’m reclaiming energy.

I’m telling the truth.

If you feel that pull too. A quiet, relentless knowing that your life wants more honesty, more embodiment, more authority please pay attention.

The next seven days are a countdown.

Not to a new year.

To a new standard.

Not to a new you.

To the you that already exists

To the you within.

Let’s unleash together.

Merry Christmas form my heart to yours, Joy